Wednesday, January 18, 2012

its the little things pt.2

This week I was lucky enough to have a craft date with Miss Lisa Barker.
I was having a rather rough morning so I was more than in need of our time together.
I was at a loss for words when I rounded the corner and saw this:
I honestly could have wept when I saw them, just sitting there so sweetly.
Two little roommates I have reincarnated in smaller plush form.
Its the little things that sometimes make all the muck wash away.
hope you have a wonderful morning.
xo j

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Thread at Home.

On Saturday, Greg and I were thankful to be invited to a special party at Thread.

They have been working on a really awesome project and invited some of us down for the unveiling...
That's right. Thread has now come out with a catalog.
What does this mean?
Well it means you can order unique, quality, handmade goods, right from your very own home.
And don't be greedy! You can also have Thread parties!
Ya know, like our mamas used to have with tupperware.

The photos are truly stunning. It is amazing to hold something in your hand like that. You can feel all the love, support, and teamwork it contains.
It was a wonderful night of chatting and sharing and being proud of so many people I think so highly of. And it always makes my heart happy to see some of the people I love be do not see quite enough of.


It was a fabulous evening and I am ever so grateful to be apart of such an inspiring community of people.
support handmade, buy local,
xo j

Saturday, January 14, 2012

so I'm retuning to my gladness.

Good Morning!
We are headed off to one of our favorite littles birthday party this snowy Saturday morning but I thought I would stop and share something quick.
My lovely friend Bethany is currently doing a series on her blog called "I love you so", which is a collection photos of some of her dearest friends.
She asked to take my picture yesterday which I of course agreed to even though I get semi awkward when she does. She is always very good at picking me during a shoot and making me laugh about it.
I really love these though, because they truly feel like me.
You can view the whole post on her blog Peach Plumb Pear. My honest favorite part is the list of things she knows/loves about each of her friends. I learn something about each person in her life and for mine it just feels good to be reminded I have people that know me so well.
You can view all the other parts to her newest series here:

Beth also helped me with a DIY for the blog yesterday which we both had a good laugh about. I'll explain more when I share it with you:)
Off to eat some cake with teddy bears,
xo j

Thursday, January 12, 2012

"The outdoors is really big"

I feel like I am making big wedding strides this week! This of course is due to friends who certainly aren't scared to push me or hold me accountable to my goals.

Yesterday was probably the best/worst wedding day ever. I went to try on a few more dresses and had the absolute worst experience. And with me almost in tears and blotchy from anxiety my girlfriends said its time to go.
We went to Liz's parents house which is probably one of my favorite places to rest and recollect myself.
We walked in to cups and saucers all set up, and little feet scurrying around the kitchen to get things all ready for us. Tea and coffee were being made, and mama greeted us with big (much needed) hugs.
I seriously need this creamer. It is so sweet.
When I saw everything all set up, the sun beaming in from their sliding glass doors, and the kids looking ridiculously cute (as usual) I was SO angry I did not have my camera.
On the good side of the day, yesterday was the first day I ever sat down with anyone and talked about my weddding outloud. Crazy right? I have been engaged four months now and this was just long overdue. We made lost of lists. We talked about what can get done now. We talked about who is doing what. And lastly, I got some wisdom and hard love from Mama Babiuk.
She always has good things to say.

Liz's little sister Laura painted this picture. It was hanging on the refrigerator and I could have melted when I saw it. I felt myself smile and breathe. This picture alone is the absolute reason I love kids so much more than big people, they just get it.

Here's to feeling more confident,
xo j

Monday, January 9, 2012

I never said I was brave.

I did it.
Today I went to try on a real wedding dress.
Now I understand for most girls this is the most exciting part, this is the first thing they want to do once that ring is on their finger. But not me.
I have planned lots of parties, showers and weddings for people. It is something I love to do, using creativity to make a magical occasion for someone, I thrive on that. And thats how I have been feeling, like I am planning a big party, for someone else. I been dreading the moment I have to put on the perfect white piece of fabric because in that moment it will be real, I. will. be. a. bride.
If you have caught any undertones in my blogging or know me personally you may know my wedding planning has been going pretty terribly. (hence no.2 on my new years list) Having an eclectic handmade wedding with not much support isn't very easy. SO the very last thing I have wanted to try on this creamy white blob to remind me how hard it has been.
But in a split second of weakness this morning I looked at my maid of honor and said what if I tried on a dress today? Her eyes lit up so fast, and immediately went to the phone. We called 3 or 4 places I wanted to go which all had no appointments, so I gave up. She was determined and said we should just go to Davids Bridal just to try and figure out which shape I like if nothing else. For some reason I agreed and off we went.
It was a productive day and if it counts for anything I conquered a fear (or came to a realization, I'm not quite sure which) I, Jessica am getting married this year and I better get used to it.
sweet dreams from the bride,
j